Word spreads that Haruno has been scouted in town, and crowds of people gather around her every recess. It was impossible for me to apologize to her for holding her hand at the cooking class the other day. I gave up trying to talk to Haruno. Well, I don't think she wants an apology either. She would probably prefer that I don't tell anyone that Haruno is actually a terrible cook and that she tried to join a beginner's cooking class. I watched Haruno from afar and muttered in my mind, 'Rest assured I won't tell anyone.' Well, even though we don't have much to do with each other, we will be in the same class for the next year. There will come a time when I can apologize to her. Unless Haruno quits this high school in order to debut as an idol. This day can be called "Haruno Day," if you will. The day ended with her presence more than ever, and with an atmosphere that made it impossible to get close to her. The next day was a Saturday and the school w...
I've always wanted a girlfriend. For the eighteen years until I entered college, I had lived a life with almost no contact with women. There were girls in my class when I was in elementary school, but for the six years after I entered an integrated junior and senior high school for boys, I had no contact with women at all. The men's world is a lot of fun. You are generally allowed to do whatever you want, guys get along well with each other, and I have good memories of doing a lot of stupid things. However. I'm eighteen years old and I've got a lot of sexual desire. I really want a girlfriend. I want to make out with her. I want to feel the softness of a girl. To be frank, I want to do a lot of erotic things. No, for the time being, I don't want to get that much happiness that I don't deserve. For the time being, I want to enjoy chatting with girls. I want to be thrilled by the scent of shampoo wafting through the air when a...